Sweet world

Ok so I had a random thought...
I LOVE ALAN RICKMAN!
sorry about the caps thing. I just thought everyone would like to know!

So tired, but hey my hair is finally mostly back to normal... should explain.....so Diana came home from Japan and shes been doing my hair with lots of hairspray and teasing.... so my hair has been sooooo stiff and knotted... but with pounds of condicioner its finally almost back to normal. Parts of it are really really soft right now...
Ima try to post some pictures of the hair she has been doing for me for y'all to see!

ok, so while talking to some people, i relised that I miss Manry (man-winry). he was like the nicest person at con to me, and it was my first con. anyway i miss him, and i hope to see him at sakura con so i can give him a big hug!!!!!

wow, so I was looking into hotel for sakuracon and wow, spiliting 4 ways its like 90$ a person, soooo expensive T-T. but smile.d.k is going to be having a concert there so I guess im just gonna have to pay it. oh well, oooh i was looking into a saiunkoku costume for sakuracon and wow like 120$, i wonder if i can just make it, but man im soooo bad at sewing.....

on a side note, i just bought 2 new skirts and 1 blouse for 65$ it was sooo awesome. and Diana is comming back on friday and im sooo happy. oooh and i just got stuff to make a new hat, well i havent got the lace but meh, my last one is sooo pretty.

      ok so over the past few weeks, I have found out that my best friend D is pregnant with an abusive guys baby, and that shes not going to marry him and come back to USA. So we (T and I) have been trying to figure out how to make  sure that D can go to the doctor and everything since she dosent have inusrance or a job.  Anyway we figured that out. and then there was the problem of where D was going to live, since she really dosnet want to live with her parents ( and i can fully understand why).
      So the throught was that she was going to live with me, but when i brought it up to my mom she wasnt very happy about it. and at first she really didnt want her to stay with us and she wouldnt even tell me a reason.  so then after weeks, and D's flight being pushed back from 10/22/08 to 11/7/08, i called my mum to inform her of a good math midterm grade, and told her that the flight was being pushed back. so they she asked where D was going to be staying. so then I said " well I was hoping that she could stay with us for a while."
     Finally after that i got a responce, my mom said that its ok if she stays with us for a little while but that it cant be perminante, and she gave me reasons why as well. ( for which i was very thankfull) These reasons were that we only have one bathroom right now  ( other is being remodled), so it would be 4 people sharing 1 bathroom and 1 shower, to which i pointed out that our second bathroom is almost to the point of the potty being usable. but yes we would be stuck with only 1 shower. The other one is that my mom thinks that we will fight. which may be completly correct but who knows what the future will bring.
      Anyway for now, my mom is fine with her staying with us, which makes me happy since now i dont have to be worried that my mom wont talk to me ( since weather i got a yes or no D was going to stay with us for a while). although im still a bit angry with T for not even trying to come up with a plan be and basically saying that his grades are more important than mine, and that his responcibilitys start when the baby is born which is not true. anyhow im very happy and very excited to see D in november.

Im not happy, in fact im very sad. I know this is prolly just me overreacting, but I cant help it. I feel like im not being listened to at all, and ya know i can understand why, and i understand the circumstances, but it still hurts. this friend says that its so hard to leave her new friends, and that I dont understand. Well in senior year, everyone left me alone. I didnt have my best firend, bob and tom were always working on their game, and never asked me if i wanted to help. freshmen didnt talk to me. She says i dont understand but i understand what its like to leave everything behind.  It is the hardest thing anyonne will ever have to do, and its terrible.
I just hope she understands that everything we do and say is because we love her, and I know this post is really whinny but i really cant help it.
I love you.

I'm back from Disney world, and omg it was fun, and i have tons of pics to post, but yea, i was sooo tired when i got home.. i slept for  like 12 hours, but man it was nice, and awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i start school again monday T-t

ok, so I posted pictures on LJ but they dont show very well, so go to www.myspace.com/babyredfairy    to see higher quality ones, oh and this is not a finished product, i am missing a whole bunch of stuff, just wanted to post some pics as ideas.

Sad!! Jessie went back to Idaho, im soo sad.

Jessie came back yesterday! I'm sooo crazy happy, since i now have more people to hang with. Sooo happy

Bored!! anyone wanna chat??? raving crimson is my aim, i have skype as well...

So last night, tom bob and I made our very own bubbletea!!! hahah man it was wayyyyy to sweet! ohh and the bubbles made a realy wierd sound when you mix the sugar in.... Oh and I won my auction for my dress. Oh its gonna look so good when i get it in a week, i cant wait!!! ^-^ I had to go to the dentist this morning, and when she used the pulsating water thing I had a high pitched whin in my ears, it was terrible, but at least I had less tarter than last time, so there wasnt as much digging.